I wrote this just last night before i went to sleep. I had alot of things on my mind that was really fucking up my head. Just found out my mother’s leaving me with my fucked up grandmother and uncle for her new husband which lives fucking overseas.

I know that this poem i wrote is more of running away and that i’ve already found my place at the end, and i have. It’s all in my fucking head. Books are the only thing that keep me sane.

On the other side of this whole fucking universe is where i rather be
On the other side of this fucking world is where i rather be
Cant anyone see that i wanna run away
You must be blind cause you’re eye sockets are pitch black
So i wanna close my eyes, tap my shoes three times and wake up in another place
I will swim the Pacific Ocean and climb Mount Everest
To be at the place where i should’ve been at a long time ago
I will leap through the blackhole and jump my way down low
To be at the place where i belong
I need to get away, I wanna be an eagle and fly high into the sky
I need to be free from this burden so heavy on my shoulders
Why can’t anyone realise how painful it is to be here
My body aches with just a touch, my brain mentally goes insane with just words
Im physically, emotionally and psychologically fucked up

What a journey, im finally at my own world
Ive made it, Ive reached my destination
I am no longer there
Im halfway across the world, Im going higher
I just went through the rift and now im swirling higher
Im finally free of their hands, Im finally free of their shit in their minds
Im heading on my own, leaving everything behind
It’s time to start a new beginning
I have just fought the evilness and now im an escapee into the new world

Im happy where i am now !