I wrote this, when i was in one of my depressing moments of my life. I couldnt hold on any much of the fucking stress that was going through my head, so i eventually took it out on a piece of paper. Its actually a song but i’d rather it be a poem.
Put a bullet through my brain
Keep the depression out through the strain
Deep down, how much it hurted, it was such a pain
The blood pulsing in the skin through my veins
All the emotions exploding all at once
Rushing through without the hesitation to stop
What an explosion of slow motion emotions
I hide it and keep it a secret
I lock it and throw the key out
My lips locked shut
Glued together, without a sound
My body on auto pilot and my mind on shut down
Im hidden behind the mask of a clown
I cant handle it anymore, the darkness has already took me
The clouds are surrounding me so as the shadows
Im on the verge of tears but my eyes are just shallow
A dagger flys by shooting straight through my chest
The pain is unbearable nor undescribable, but I’m finally at rest
How happy to be away from all this fucked up shit in my head
In my life, everywhere i go im just so depressed
But i am finally at peace, finally up in heaven
Sitiing next to the lord above, drinking coffee nd watching down below
Noone at my funeral, just a priest saying out a prayer
