Verse 1: Its been 3 months since you left me but you promised you’d be back You said we were together like a pack, but in fact, it was all just lies behind my back I believed every word that came out of your mouth Far, how silly of me to think it was the truth I was honest and forgiving, i fell right into your trap

Chorus: Its my mistake of loving you Baby please, all i want is the truth Now i know that you left my side What i gained from you was your white lies All of a sudden you want me back, but it’s alrite I’ll live my own life

Verse 2: When you said those three words to me, you loved me You’d protect me no matter what happens, you’d defend me You held me in your arms, you kissed me with your lips You texted me, you called me Baby, i was blind but now i see

Chorus: Its my mistake of loving you Baby please, all i want is the truth Now i know that you left my side What i gained from you was your white lies All of a sudden you want me back, but it’s alrite I’ll live my own life

One night some chick rang me up and she was going off about me and her and a fight. I knew she was a hater by the way she was talking to me. So i wrote this the day after. And also these are for the haters out there. 

I have all these haters on me like they think they own me

I have all these cameras on me like im nicki lewinsky

I have all these girls ganging on me like im some kind of jumping castle

Bitch please, im sick of all you’re shit so why dont you jump in the dumpster

You think you can just put me down, try to break my reputation

Don’t try and be a jealous bitch cause it doesn’t suit your face disfiguration

You do know that karma’s a bitch, so whatever you do to me will just vice versa

I’m not even hurt from your words or your fucking rumours

They can just go up my ass is all i care about, if they can fit up there

You say i’m too scared, bitch you cant even say it to my face

You ring me up without showing your number, at 12 in the morning

Fuck, great you just fucking woke me up from my beauty sleep

That’s what you called afraid, you even tell me a fake name

But you know everything bout me so obviously your just playing a game

To try and see what i would do, but i wont do anything

Cause whatever you say or whatever you do, will just make me stronger like any human being

I finish it , i dont start it, but if the fire keeps burning, then i will put it down eventually

Face first then comes the whole body, thats why you shouldnt mess with me

Cause i will hurt you even if i dont want to, but i have no choice, if you keep spreading

All these shit thats breaking up my friendships but i dont mind you keep judging

When will you stop talking with that mouth of yours like a duck

Just keep yapping away then one day someone will shout ’ shut the fuck up ‘

You cant see what you’re doing cause you’re too fucking blind to fucking actually see

Try asking you’re friends if you have a big mouth and i bet they’ll agree

It doesnt take a baby to know that you have issues

But bitch please do your shit somewhere else

Noone cares anymore now, cause everyone knows thats how you work

Noone has to say anything or even spread anything cause thats just how you work

Just get away noone wants you any longer

You stir trouble not trouble finding you, you’re not getting any stronger

Suddenly, you just fade away and now you’re just the typical loser

You have no friends, even the bitches themselves dont even wanna get closer

How hideous the beast is inside the mask, even the heart is shallow

Honey, my reputation is back all because of you i thank you :P

I wrote this because, there’s noone else that can be like you or me. There’s no point pretending to be someone else, when there is noone else that can be like you or me. I have people trying to be like me, and so they start becoming fans of my fanclub called the ‘haters’ :) … Haha, how funny it sounds but it’s so true.

’ You can’t be someone else, just accept who you are ’

Im an original, Im just me
Not anyone in this whole fucking world can be like me
Im extraodinary, Im just me
Not anyone in this whole fucking universe can be just like me
When you put me down, I will just climb back up the fucking wall
When you try to make me sad, bitch please there’s always something dhat will make me laugh
If you try to overpower me, i’ll show you what overpower actually means
It wont work, cause whatever you’re spell you try to cast won’t affect this shield that surrounds me

I’m just like you, a human being
I’m just like you, a person, someone who has feelings and emotions just like you
I may look like someone who just seems quiet and shy, but try to get to know me then we’ll see what i really am
Don’t judge a book by it’s cover, a karma’s a bitch
I have every sense, just like you
I smell, feel, hear and see, so there’s no point trying to hide cause i’ll find you eventually
My body i have, has one soul and a very powerful heart, that shows no fear
If you attack me, i will not hesitate to retaliate and just attack you back
If you outsmart me, or try to outsmart me, i will get revenge on you twice as bad
If you hurt anyone i love, I will make sure that the payback you need will hit you ten times as much
It’s who i am

I’m a protector
I’m a defender
I’m a fearless warrior, of my own family and those that you petrify

Yes my darling, i’m just me !

I wrote this just last night before i went to sleep. I had alot of things on my mind that was really fucking up my head. Just found out my mother’s leaving me with my fucked up grandmother and uncle for her new husband which lives fucking overseas.

I know that this poem i wrote is more of running away and that i’ve already found my place at the end, and i have. It’s all in my fucking head. Books are the only thing that keep me sane.

On the other side of this whole fucking universe is where i rather be
On the other side of this fucking world is where i rather be
Cant anyone see that i wanna run away
You must be blind cause you’re eye sockets are pitch black
So i wanna close my eyes, tap my shoes three times and wake up in another place
I will swim the Pacific Ocean and climb Mount Everest
To be at the place where i should’ve been at a long time ago
I will leap through the blackhole and jump my way down low
To be at the place where i belong
I need to get away, I wanna be an eagle and fly high into the sky
I need to be free from this burden so heavy on my shoulders
Why can’t anyone realise how painful it is to be here
My body aches with just a touch, my brain mentally goes insane with just words
Im physically, emotionally and psychologically fucked up

What a journey, im finally at my own world
Ive made it, Ive reached my destination
I am no longer there
Im halfway across the world, Im going higher
I just went through the rift and now im swirling higher
Im finally free of their hands, Im finally free of their shit in their minds
Im heading on my own, leaving everything behind
It’s time to start a new beginning
I have just fought the evilness and now im an escapee into the new world

Im happy where i am now !

I wrote this, when i was in one of my depressing moments of my life. I couldnt hold on any much of the fucking stress that was going through my head, so i eventually took it out on a piece of paper. Its actually a song but i’d rather it be a poem.

Put a bullet through my brain
Keep the depression out through the strain
Deep down, how much it hurted, it was such a pain
The blood pulsing in the skin through my veins
All the emotions exploding all at once
Rushing through without the hesitation to stop
What an explosion of slow motion emotions

I hide it and keep it a secret
I lock it and throw the key out
My lips locked shut
Glued together, without a sound
My body on auto pilot and my mind on shut down
Im hidden behind the mask of a clown

I cant handle it anymore, the darkness has already took me
The clouds are surrounding me so as the shadows
Im on the verge of tears but my eyes are just shallow
A dagger flys by shooting straight through my chest
The pain is unbearable nor undescribable, but I’m finally at rest
How happy to be away from all this fucked up shit in my head
In my life, everywhere i go im just so depressed
But i am finally at peace, finally up in heaven
Sitiing next to the lord above, drinking coffee nd watching down below
Noone at my funeral, just a priest saying out a prayer

They say jealousy and hatred can lead to murder
They say depression and stress can lead to suicide
Everything that surrounds us is bad, not one thing can lead to something good
They say love lead to happiness, but it can lead to envy and suicide
They say poor people eventually become rich and have money, but they can lead to becoming selfish and greed

One day this world we live in will just suddenly turn black
One day the whole earth will just explode like a nuclear bomb and vanish in thin air
Little particales of ash will float in the universe
Then every minute the time ticks, every single planet will just be wiped out one by one
The nothing will be left but black space

The wide  blue ocean, the sky

The white glistering pearls, the stars

The crashing waves, the clouds

Hey, this song i wrote goes out to one of my friends that i have just became friends with and he fell in love with his best friend. How sweet that is, but he cant tell her how he feels. Although, he doesn’t know she loves him back as well. Such clueless teenagers. :)

Verse 1:
He falls for an angel, he falls for a girl he knows from inside out
How honest he is to her, how restless he is without her
She cant see how hard it is for him
She cant realise how deeply in love he is with her

Chorus:
He sees her, he watches her
He tells everyone that he loves her
But he cant tell her, how he feels
He knows her, he talks to her
He tells everyone that he loves her
But he cant tell her, how he feels

Verse 2:
His eyes sparkle when her lips move
His heart beats faster every second he’s with her
He cant keep it beat to the same groove
He fidgets every inch she comes closer
He takes a second breath everytime she touches him

Chorus:
He sees her, he watches her
He tells everyone that he loves her
But he cant tell her, how he feels
He knows her, he talks to her
He tells everyone that he loves her
But he cant tell her, how he feels

Verse 3:
He doesn’t notice her watching him
She’s unbearable without him
How could he not look at her
How could he not feel what she has for him
Unrequited love, kicks right back to her
She’s like a mirror, just reflecting herself